I had my first hurricane drink tonight...and it did nothing.

No, no, no. I refuse to allow my body to become tolerant to alcohol. I am too much of a cheap ass for it. I miss being able to spend only $14 and be the happiest person on the planet for atleast an hour. Fuck my body and fuck my life.

Of course, drinking is pointless without my Az friends so I'm not sure why I bother. They made the experience fun, especially Nana, Christophe and the twins. Without the fun, drinking is just a sad thing...and again, I'm too cheap to waste money in order to forget just to become a damn depressed drunk.

Also, I'd like to know what else life is going to throw at my family. Seriously? What the fuck did my brother do to deserve all that shit? Fuck life too.

Tomorrow I'm going to see Avatar, hopefully in 3D. OH SNAP. Imma get a whole fucking tub of that amazing theater popcorn desxjhcfg.

FUCK I want thst stupid doll to sell. I'm sick of it existing. GTFO Yeonu.

Also, though I won't get anything for xmas, my parents are kind enough to pay the extra $100 for me to get a new laptop, possibly in January. The one I have now has become such a fire hazard [yet I still get on it cause I'm that pitiful].


So yeah...pointless journal was pointless.